*sorry four emails in one day Day Twenty Two - Bold Love of Those Who Have Hurt You

****this post is a little longer and more personal than some others

If I were to think of one of the biggest blockages to taking steps forward in my life, it would have to be unforgiveness. And often that can be of others, of myself and of God.

And when it comes to legacy and inheritance I see unforgiveness shut us off to heaven in ways that nothing else does.

I have hurt, I am sure, hundreds of people in my life, or the same people, hundreds of times. Breathing, loving, speaking and leading are everyday moments to hurt or offend someone.

I think leadership, parenting, marriage and friendships are just vulnerable environments to get it relationally wrong hundreds of times over. But also, endeavour to make it right hundreds of times over as well.

But let's also be honest ... we live in a time in history where taking offence happens every minute of every day. I think where there is a lack of resilience, there is an inability to bounce back from hurt.

May I suggest it is because we have not taught people how to forgive?

Forgiveness is a daily choice and an invitation to bless those who have betrayed you and hurt you. On a side note as someone who works with people and sees brokenness in relationships everywhere, I think betrayal often reveals more about our unhealthy attachments inside us that must be healed and less about the betrayer themselves.

Forgiveness becomes a choice and a discipline to do time and time again, so that we do not get taken out of our journey towards all that is ours as promise and purpose.

I have a process to forgiving others because I think it is the only key to my freedom and breakthrough that I have full control over....

1. Bless them

We wrote yesterday about the power of verbal blessing out of our mouths. There is something so powerful and shaping about the words we speak.

Forgiveness does not begin in our heart, it begins in our mouths, then invades our soul, and breaks open our spirit.

If I look at the political discussions going on, they are full of accusation and name-calling. And it's not just politics. Name-calling absolutely defiles one's spirit.

"Out of the same mouth proceed blessing and cursing. My brothers, these things ought not to be so" (James 3:10).

"Do not repay evil for evil, or curse for curse, but on the contrary, bless, knowing that to this you are called, so that you may receive a blessing" (1 Pet. 3:9).

As Stephen was being stoned, he released a blessing, rather than a curse: "Lord, do not hold this sin against them!" (Acts 7:58-60). The result was that Paul was later moved upon by the Holy Spirit to fulfill the work God had ordained for him and he became the apostle to the Gentiles.

A blessing instead of a curse can release a person into their God-ordained destiny.

God works all things together for good to those called by Him (Rom. 8:28). So I can speak faith, hope, love and life because I have an inner confidence God is in control and looking out for me and redeeming every situation that I place in His hands for our good.

Every time I praise and thank Him for being God over a person or situation, I am placing that person or situation into God's hands, thus opening the door for God's blessings to flow.

I have done this time and time again out of my mouth. The first ten, even one hundred times it may even feel false. But then something shifts and you begin believing what you are praying.

Releasing my work for people who have experienced loss in pregnancy has been a journey of forgiveness and release and I have lived this principal of forgiveness out even around this journey. Because five years ago I had to leave behind a very significant ministry I had launched with a team on the Gold Coast and I thought I would never get to see the fruition of this work again. I grieved leaving that ministry and it triggered grief as deep as losing Anastasia herself. But I learnt how to forgive and release and now it has led to Known coming in its perfect timing and purpose.

Tomorrow's blog I want to discuss boundaries with those who hurt or betray you ...Because I am big believer in establishing boundaries even when you BLESS!!

Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s Life Together says:

“A Christian fellowship lives and exists by the intercession of it’s members for one another, or it collapses. I can no longer condemn or hate a brother for whom I pray, no matter how much trouble he causes me. His face, that hitherto may have been strange an intolerable to me, is transformed in intercession into the countenance of a brother for whom Christ died, the face of a forgiven sinner. This is the happy discovery for the Christian who begins to pray for others. There is no dislike, no personal tension, no estrangement that cannot be overcome by intercession as far as our side is concerned (86).”

He suggests that in intercession we bring the person to the cross of Jesus; the same cross at which we were forgiven. We see their sins before the cross next to ours and, in some way, begin to feel them as our own – and we begin to pray. As a co-sinner who is in desperate need of forgiveness, we ourselves are reminded that we have been forgiven much.

Ryan Cook who moved to Vancouver to live amongst the marginalized, said recently on his blog the following (it sounds alot kinder and spiritual than my story as I read back on it deciding whether to keep it in or not .. so some of you may appreciate his more :):

"The notion of being changed, moving from unforgiveness to forgiveness when one prays for the other, makes a lot of sense to me. It makes sense because prayer is an act of placing one’s self in the presence of God in a posture of reception. It is done by faith that God is present; this is the first truth of prayer. The presence of God, and the words that God speaks, often effect transformation; dead things live, chaos moves closer to order. Not always in this life, but sometimes.

It could be said that the posture of prayer is a transformative posture. It is a posture of hope in the midst of hopelessness, this includes hopeless relationships. Part of this hope, it seems to me, has to do with the act of ‘turning’: turning away from facing each other in conflict and toward Jesus in humility.

A prayerful, receptive, posture stops asking for the ‘other’ to be made more like me, and instead asks that somehow we might both become more like Jesus whom we are now together seeking, and from whom we are together receiving.

The posture of prayer can halt the process of ‘winning’ an argument or domination over the other whereby both parties acknowledge their submission to Christ – the one whom ultimately forgives.

In the life of a community, or any relationship, if it is to be healthy, its members must be committed to a life of prayer: a consistent turning toward the cross of Jesus, whereby we remember our own need for forgiveness and we request help in becoming more like Him.

He goes on to say this:

"Do you have a relational situation that is broken? Although it can feel like a risk, might you consider praying? A prayer might look something like this:

· Begin with a few moments of silence.

· Acknowledge that God is present with you and that he deeply loves you.

· Remember those things for which God has forgiven you.

· Ask for help in forgiving the ‘other’.

· Ask God to bless the ‘other’ with God’s presence and love.

· Sit for another few moments in God’s presence.

It is good isn't it??!!

So do it as kindly as he writes, or do it as messily and loudly, and uncomfortably as I did it (and keep doing it)..

However you choose... keep choosing forgiveness

Imagine if the Daughters of Z had just stayed offended for not getting their land (see early blogs on this forty days) .. what would they have now to show for it. Same for you

Love you