I woke up today with this thought about 'heaven's YES'. It is Christmas today here. I woke so grateful for the Trinity's 'yes'. When we pull back Jesus draws near. That alone is an invitation to keep saying 'yes' on this journey.
So today I reflected again on my 'why' and my 'yes' and that felt quite important to do on Christmas in my devotions
These daughters said ‘yes’ to something that had such generational impact and such ‘now’ impact. Yes can happen when we don’t box what an opportunity looks like
Opportunity can be wrapped in many different boxes.
Opportunity for me has looked like a whole lot of serving and a whole lot of preparation.
Opportunity for me has looked like valuing each individual as important and more than a crowd.
Opportunity has looked like months of sickness when I was pregnant.
Opportunity has looked like pain and grief
Opportunity has looked like inconvenience
Jesus life was full of interruptions that looked like it was diverting him from his destinations – but they all became part of his destiny. Sometimes, as a mum and a leader, I do think we are stewarding a generation that needs to be reminded of the power in the inconvenient yes. This is where my resilience was nurtured.
It’s the power of YES. It is often an inconvenient YES when I just wanted to say NO....
Below is a long (so scan it as quick as you want!) list of my often inconvenient yes moments. You might want to write yours out at some point because I believe it gives strength to your present and your future:
My heart said Yes to Jesus in a warehouse in Sydney when my head said NO I don't want to count the cost of freedom
I said Yes to youth instead of parties on Friday nights and just went later even though turning up later meant I was left out.
I said Yes to cleaning the old buildings our church was in and renovating it on my Saturdays for months cause I loved the House of God more than my social life (and here anyway we found such great friends)
Yes to being baptized in a river that was dirty, cold and wet so I came up a new creation.
Yes to the Holy Spirit when my brain still said NO!
Yes to jumping in praise at a camp and finding liberation even though I thought everyone was looking at me
Yes to confession when my pride said NO
Yes to submission when my FLESH cried out NO
Yes to instruction & accountability when my HUMANITY said NO
Yes to loneliness when my soul wanted companionship
Yes to picking up & hanging out with young people when my budget said NO
Yes to looking ridiculous in front of people I was leading so that their destinies would be secure
Yes to bible college and an hour and a half drive to keep going back to my local church when i could have just moved closer
Yes to working at a dirty old leagues club waitressing just to get through College
Yes to picking up a hitch hiker and leading him to Jesus (don't recommend it these days!)
Yes to the challenge from God to stop being so independant and embrace a godly relationship when my heart feared marriage
Yes to our leaders when we wanted to get married and they said no not yet
Yes to a Saturday morning wedding so it wouldn't affect Saturday night
church attendance - which meant a 4am start as a bride for a 9.30am wedding!
Yes to the sacrifice of a rat-infected barn for $50/week a long way away to serve more in our youth
Yes to living with other people to save money again to be volunteering in youth
Yes to a car load of uni students every Friday night
Yes to campus ministry walking around sharing Jesus with strangers
Yes to my pastor when she needed babysitters instead of the glamourous part of ministry - choosing to make her life easier over opportunities to preach
Yes to long phone calls on my own mobile phone at my own expense
Yes to 10 day retreats taking an oath of silence so I could HEAR God beyond the clanging sounds of my busy life
Yes to diligence with a database that was more than just numbers when I wanted to say NO I cant be bothered
Yes to reports ON TIME when I hated using a computer
Yes to laying down any vision I had and just serving faithfully even when misunderstood by people around me
Yes to giving my ideas to someone else who got the credit
Yes to serving in a strong male culture